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09 March 2008 @ 09:24 pm
Rating: If you write your name your good to go
Summary: One Shot Songfic. Addison moves into the trailer and Derek is not a ass
Disclaimer: Grey's Anatomy and its characters and locations are the property of ABC and Shonda Rhimes. No copyright infringement intended.li

A/N: The song is Lonelily by Daimen Rice and I love it som, read the lyrics otherwise it kinda don't make sense, I also not sure if this is especially good and it's kinda worthless fluff but Comments are always ♥

I gave me away               
I could have knocked off the evening
But a lonelily landed my waltz in her hands
In a way I felt you were leaving me
I was sure I wouldn't find you at home


Addison took a deep breath before stepping out of her car, Derek already at door to the trailer. She had been surprised when he had asked her to move into the trailer but her heart had been filled with hope and her mind flooded with images of small children hiding behind her legs she couldn’t stop. Derek had been waiting for her outside the OR after she had lost her first patient at SGH with a cup of juju squeezing her hand and smiling at her ,Addison had expected him to leave any second but he stayed, talking to her. Talking kept her mind of her patient, a twenty something woman who was leaving behind a beautiful baby boy with bright blue eyes, then after sometime the question slipped in.

And you let me down
Could have knocked off the evening
But you lonelily let him push under your bone
You let me down
It's no use deceiving
Neither of us wanna be alone


Derek had changed the sheets this morning, he didn’t want Addison on the same sheets that Meredith at slept on. He felt worried about letting her in to his life again but he was relieved to have her with him again. Addison had broken his heart a little but it would be more broken if he hadn’t let her in again. He chuckled slightly at Addison, standing in her heels outside her car, she looked so out of place but he thought she could like it here anyway.

You're coming
I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I was lonelily looking for someone to hold
In a way I lost all I believed in
And I never found myself so low
And you let me down


Addison sat awkwardly at the table; she almost felt like she was intruding on Derek’s personal space but he had assured her it was fine. They had eaten a not to awkward dinner together, she couldn’t remember the last time they did that. Suddenly Seattle didn’t feel so bad after awhile, she could even like it some day. Derek looked at her, her hair was not straight nor curly today, and for the first time for a long time Derek saw that spark in her eye that used to be always present.

You could've called if you'd needed
But you lonelily got yourself locked instead
And you let me down
It's one thing being cheated
But you took him all the way through your bed
And now you're coming home


Derek looked at the rain hitting the ceiling window, he glanced to his left at Addison that had fallen asleep around 10 minutes ago. She lay almost as far away from him as possible, but he missed holding her. He draped his arms around her and pulling her to him to his chest, it felt like coming home. His arms fit perfectly around her, he buried his face in the crook of her neck inhaling her scent that he had missed so much.

“I love you” he whispered in her ear before falling asleep, he didn’t sleep well alone. Addison smiled contently, she didn’t sleep well alone either.


And I'm trying to forgive
You're coming home
And I'm trying to forget
You're coming
And I'm trying to move on
You're coming home
And you haven't called yet
You're coming home
And I'm trying to forgive
You're coming home
I'm just trying to forget
You're coming
I'm trying to move on
You're coming home
But you haven't called
You're coming home

rebakathy: Colorsrebakathy on March 9th, 2008 08:53 pm (UTC)
Guh, if only. This was very nice.
Meriroedeers on March 9th, 2008 08:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you &hearts
kedda on March 9th, 2008 08:58 pm (UTC)
this is too cute.

awwwwwww they love each other.
Meriroedeers on March 9th, 2008 08:59 pm (UTC)
Aww thank you &hearts

I know, of course they love eachother... stupid Shonda
with only potential: Roadxyliette on March 9th, 2008 09:19 pm (UTC)
Aw, now see if only the trailer could have really been like this, you know? Plus Damien Rice is amazing, nice work!
Meriroedeers on March 9th, 2008 09:21 pm (UTC)
Thank you &hearts

I knoow, I'm reading Fix me up right now and you had me so scared that Addie had gone through with the abortion... is this story finished or are you still writing it ?
with only potential: Bikesxyliette on March 9th, 2008 09:24 pm (UTC)
My god what a mess I made out of that fic. No, it's not finished though I am getting closer. I haven't touched it in like two weeks and I keep telling myself I will and then...then I write one shots. Oh well. :)
Meriroedeers on March 9th, 2008 09:25 pm (UTC)
Lol I'm soon done with the things you sent me?
Could you be awesome and send me all you have written of it because having it on my laptop is awesome when I don't have internet &hearts
with only potential: Withered Flowerxyliette on March 9th, 2008 09:32 pm (UTC)
I've been through four computers in the last half a year and I have lost the chunk right after what I sent you up until about halfway through what's posted on the boards. I need to come through and copy it all back in. I hate computers. :)
Meriroedeers on March 9th, 2008 09:33 pm (UTC)
Oh okay ^^

I can trust you to not kill Addie right ?
with only potential: Night Stormxyliette on March 9th, 2008 09:41 pm (UTC)
Haven't killed her yet...and I don't plan on it. No worries. :)
Meriroedeers on March 9th, 2008 09:45 pm (UTC)
thank god ^^
Amanda: addek angst 2crazychica802 on March 9th, 2008 11:30 pm (UTC)
I love that they can't sleep well without each other &hearts
no_good_deed44no_good_deed44 on March 10th, 2008 01:56 am (UTC)
Aw, how adorable!
Meriroedeers on March 10th, 2008 01:52 pm (UTC)
Thank you &hearts
Pammelovecoco on March 11th, 2008 12:37 am (UTC)
guh, sweetness. i'm meeeeeltiiing. this is amazing :)
Meriroedeers on March 11th, 2008 06:52 pm (UTC)
Thank you &hearts